ᴛᴇʟᴏᴄᴠᴏᴠɪɪᴍ: of him that is fallen
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blog est. may 16th 2015, muse est. 2014
triggers && nsfw content tagged
mun and muse of legal age
OCs && crossovers encouraged
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please read the rules before interacting!!
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This is a private and independent roleplay blog for Castiel of the CW's Supernatural. By default, all interactions will be taking place between the seasons four and eight, however, i am also willing to write content set prior to Castiel meeting with the Winchesters! Owing to the nature of the seriest there will be explicit content present on this blog, such as blood and violence. According to the show's establishment, there will also be religious themes. I will try to tag all triggers accordingly (e.g. #blood / ) ! Nevertheless, you should be aware that such content will appear frequently in my writing.
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Regarding my portrayal, I will take into consideration the circumstances under which the characters function. Meaning that the change within the human world, hell, and heaven alike will play a great role in how I choose to write him. This applies to all verses, inside and outside canon ! That being said, I greatly encourage OC and crossover interaction !
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I like to take my time with replies - therefore, pace at which these are published can vary widely and is not necessarily in chronological order. Whatever I feel the most inspiration or motivation for will have priority. Threads that exceed three paragraphs may sit for far longer periods of time. I also consider this blog as semi - active, as my main focus lies on this blog. If you feel a thread might have gotten lost, feel free to approach me ! Please do refrain from pestering me about an interaction, though. We’re all here for fun !
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Shipping does in no way present itself as a primary concern to me. In fact, I value non - romantic relationships, rather, especially when taking into account that I think of Castiel as nonsexual being. For the sake of my own comfort, also, I will under no condition write smut or anything of sexual context ! My interpretation of the character will be strictly demiromantic / asexual. Please respect this and do NOT try to force smut or smut - related content onto me !
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I’d ask of you to avoid stealing or imitating content such as icons, graphics, or writing, as these are of my own creation and not up for public usage ! Behavior such as hunting me down for unfollowing / not following back will inevitably result in you being blocked and, if it applies, removed from Skype.
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Lastly, I do suffer from some mental illnesses, BPD being the most prominent one, which makes it difficult to keep consistent activty. Please do note that I sometimes simply won't have the energy to write. Similarly, this applies to OOC conversations. If I don't respond / do so only sparsely, please first take into consideration that social interaction can be very draining to me. Thank you ❤
(if any questions occur, please feel free to ask !)
DOSSIER
full name: castiel.
alias: cas, cassie, clarence
gender: nonbinary (prefers male pronouns)
age: unknown.
birth date: unknown.
birthplace: heaven?
species: angel.
affiliations: heaven (formerly), the winchester brothers
PHYSICAL TRAITS
eye colour: blue
hair colour: dark brown
height: 180cm / 319m
weight: unknown
build: athletic
BIOGRAPHY
TBA.
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bby D8
BABE. i’m literally screaming into my ass rn because of this like i’m gone for two days and all hell breaks loose smh
‘ you seem somewhat … troubled.
birds shoot from the trees, piercing clouds - the crows like black daggers. their feathers cut, their feathers fall. they graze your cheeks and become stuck in your jet black hair, like coal upon coal, as dark devours you. ravens flock around their prey - you, their king. the blackbird. with spread wings you scream, i rule, you declare, i conquer. and no beast can stop me, you, myself, for this is your ravenous dream, feral and vile, like the claws you grasp the world with. the claws that squeeze your throat and leave you gasping for more, more ! for this vehemence, it buds in you, buds in me, embedded in humanity. and it will swerve, this feeling. spill from behind pungent teeth, drip from bloodied, bitten lips. but it will be theirs - their blood and weeping screams that drown dark tree trunks with a deluge like no other this century. and the water is black, glistening red below leafless trees. and in this land where you were born, even you will learn to fear your own mirage, carnage, writhing predicament - monstrosity. yet you were born to ravish. cherish. take everything back like wine - tinged dreams, deprive everything of grey - scale mayhem, snatch all away in this cruel reciprocity. now look at yourself again, in scorn, in contempt - are you content ? ( your voice has vanished, ) no, you mouth, i will not be stagnant. i will not bow - now clench your fists.
for i am wretched, i am just.
yes !! i’ve returned, and it feels pretty good ! while i’m still mainly chilling on my eren blog, i think i’ve dealt with the urge to bring castiel back for long enough now. it was just time. (though, i do no longer follow the show. writing castiel past season eight would just be off, if that’s what you could call it ?) anyways ..! i’m glad to hear that there are people returning to the spn fandom since the show writers don’t have the strength to be spn’s backbone the way that a lot of rpers here do.
It is a punishment put on them for something they did so long ago
that no star now knows what it was.
- j.m. barrie
‘ … you see,
however sudden your appearance beside the boy, no intention exists to / unsettle. although, you, yourself, pay little mind to such reactions. (whether one occurs or not, does not interest.)
‘ this place, actually, is not home to ghosts. your efforts are in vain.
neck cranes toward the sky, as though clouds could be holding answers to your own question, curious / curious masses of slight confusions which, o / are layering upon your consciousness ! a gaze, vacant. following you was certainly to be counted as one of the lesser pastimes ——— eventually to prove fruitless, were humans to be determined in pursuing you.
‘ and … exactly what are you trying to achieve ?
