❝┊perditioner

    as soon as cas’ fingers reach down and grip the curved glass,
    dean’s lips quirk up into a small smile. his eyes silently trace
    the movement: a reflexive swallow, the tilt of his jaw, the gentle
    setting of the glass back on the polished table surface. dean’s
    gaze flickers up to meet cas’ own and he chuckles again, short
    and sharp, at the slight watering of his friend’s eyes.

             alcohol is the answer to ANY man’s problem,
              trust me. plus, it makes you do funny dumb shit.

    swiftly, dean grasps the bottle – a cheap corner store whiskey,
    since they aren’t exactly doing this for the pleasant taste – and
    refills both of their shot glasses, leaning forward with a boyish
    gleam in his bright eyes.

             an’ you get the RULES, right ? if i’m right, then
              you gotta take the shot, and vice versa – an’ no
              lyin’. you gotta be honest

              first question: did jesus really have long hair an’
              a beard ?

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again he reached for the glass, a tight line on his lips
 like the horizon mirrored in his features. and setting back
 into the seat like his spine was made of early sunsets.
 and like hazy scenes the image almost appears before
 his eyes as he tries to recall, and it had been so long, he
 thinks. what was only a small part of castiel’s lifespan
 now felt like the eternity a human could have never dreamed.

 with lidded eyes he appeared to be gazing holes into the
marble tiles. like staring into the distance of what artists
would create their personal angels from.

it was the nod that contradicted his answer, that jesus was,
 in fact, a carpenter and the long hair would have gotten in his
 way of work.

                           i believe it’s your turn to drink now.


❝┊perditioner

perditioner:

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    dean’s already downed one shot, edging the other towards his
    friend — a pre-game buzz, he’d called it before. the rules have
    been explained twice now; an element of uncertainty still clings
    to the former angel, but dean waggles his eyebrows and nudges
    the shot glass a little further across the table.

            come on, man, it’ll be fun.

       skeptical gaze was fixed on the glass, the liquid inside
—––wavering from side to side like the doubt he had.
  LIKE A DEER IN THE HEADLIGHTS, caught
 between the tides. not sure about back and forth and insecure
     about the limits to the ebb of his life. the answer was no to if he
was ready to exploit humanity in every aspect. but yet would he dare to
       forgive those flaws.
                                             if only it would help him forget
                                        them too.

  digits reach for and grasp for the shot glass. and
     alcohol downed with an aftermath burn back deep
 in his throat with what felt like a cough
                  itching to escape.

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         ‘    im not sure it will.


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❝┊houndiisms

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❝ me not killing you on sight is me being a friendly person.❞

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   ‘     you also tend to forget that this goes the same for YOU. so call it even.


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    ‘     i appreciate the thought, but i’m not in need of your company


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    some things to being.. human were.. beautiful–—
      although i wasn’t especially fond of the discomforts.

           speak, homelessness, hunger..  being vulnerable.


❝┊houndiisms

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         ❝geez. this angel has bite.
          i kinda like it. i don’t want
          anythin’—- just making
          friendly conversation.

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    ‘    you seem to have a very peculiar understanding for ‘friendly’.


❝┊houndiisms

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         ❝would you LOOK at that————
            another angel. must be a tuesday.

         in other words, there were too many
         goddamn angels on earth nowadays.
 

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        ‘    your last tuesday, if you don’t
    step down your brashness.

                               ‘      what do you want.