ᴛᴇʟᴏᴄᴠᴏᴠɪɪᴍ: of him that is fallen
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blog est. may 16th 2015, muse est. 2014
triggers && nsfw content tagged
mun and muse of legal age
OCs && crossovers encouraged
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This is a private and independent roleplay blog for Castiel of the CW's Supernatural. By default, all interactions will be taking place between the seasons four and eight, however, i am also willing to write content set prior to Castiel meeting with the Winchesters! Owing to the nature of the seriest there will be explicit content present on this blog, such as blood and violence. According to the show's establishment, there will also be religious themes. I will try to tag all triggers accordingly (e.g. #blood / ) ! Nevertheless, you should be aware that such content will appear frequently in my writing.
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Regarding my portrayal, I will take into consideration the circumstances under which the characters function. Meaning that the change within the human world, hell, and heaven alike will play a great role in how I choose to write him. This applies to all verses, inside and outside canon ! That being said, I greatly encourage OC and crossover interaction !
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I like to take my time with replies - therefore, pace at which these are published can vary widely and is not necessarily in chronological order. Whatever I feel the most inspiration or motivation for will have priority. Threads that exceed three paragraphs may sit for far longer periods of time. I also consider this blog as semi - active, as my main focus lies on this blog. If you feel a thread might have gotten lost, feel free to approach me ! Please do refrain from pestering me about an interaction, though. We’re all here for fun !
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Shipping does in no way present itself as a primary concern to me. In fact, I value non - romantic relationships, rather, especially when taking into account that I think of Castiel as nonsexual being. For the sake of my own comfort, also, I will under no condition write smut or anything of sexual context ! My interpretation of the character will be strictly demiromantic / asexual. Please respect this and do NOT try to force smut or smut - related content onto me !
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I’d ask of you to avoid stealing or imitating content such as icons, graphics, or writing, as these are of my own creation and not up for public usage ! Behavior such as hunting me down for unfollowing / not following back will inevitably result in you being blocked and, if it applies, removed from Skype.
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Lastly, I do suffer from some mental illnesses, BPD being the most prominent one, which makes it difficult to keep consistent activty. Please do note that I sometimes simply won't have the energy to write. Similarly, this applies to OOC conversations. If I don't respond / do so only sparsely, please first take into consideration that social interaction can be very draining to me. Thank you ❤
(if any questions occur, please feel free to ask !)
DOSSIER
full name: castiel.
alias: cas, cassie, clarence
gender: nonbinary (prefers male pronouns)
age: unknown.
birth date: unknown.
birthplace: heaven?
species: angel.
affiliations: heaven (formerly), the winchester brothers
PHYSICAL TRAITS
eye colour: blue
hair colour: dark brown
height: 180cm / 319m
weight: unknown
build: athletic
BIOGRAPHY
TBA.
pl S omf sure i can’t tag only one person ok?? this time i’m going to go
with my precious wives which just happen to be royal cheese and a carp!!
caro, carpo, el carpa…
i’ve given you a lot of carp related names, obviously, but it will never change the fact that you’re the only fish in the sea that was meant for me. you are dolphinately one of the most precious human beings i have encountered in my life. you are so passionate about everything you’re doing, be it writing or cooking or just talking about what you enjoy. there seariously are only few other people who i can claim of to love as much as you, my lovely wifey <3 i’m also incredibly grateful for the fact that you will probably be putting up with all those fish puns, caro u v u it was my opportunity to combine my love for you with god awful jokes <3
now, this may seem cheesy, but you and carpo are the ones that i never get tired of. starting from the stevetanic jokes and your dubbed name, ‘Queen Cheese’, to the nonsense talk in ungodly hours and getting incredibly invested in our characters. there is not a thing about talking to you that i don’t enjoy. and even if there’s a topic that’s nacho or my cup of tea, we always get along on it. there’s not a single thing or person i would trade you for, ‘cause you’re most definitely the most lovely and warmhearted person i could ever imagine <3 please never change, and always remember that once we’re in hell we’ll be the most badass queens that perdition had ever seen u v u
clouds were gathered at once blue skies, covering the heights
as a reminder to what and where he’s now denied. and if it
wasn’t for near all of his kind to experience a similar fate it
would have been too easy to believe this being HEAVEN
mocking him for all of his mistakes. but it was also the fatality
of those. it was his actions’ aftermath that condemned not
only castiel to his downfall, but also all of which he tried to fix,
to PROTECT of all this..
and, sometimes, good intensions aren’t enough.
BY NOW THE LACK of angelic powers has made itself
apparent. he could feel bones and ribs poke into his flesh, and
a mattress of concrete ground make one after another
uncomfortable impression each night.
‘ not humanity, but all that comes with it.
O, HOPELESSLY LOST, once again, this time with bags
under his eyes and a pit in his stomach, the angel’s wings not
clipped but WHOLLY REMOVED. and a new weight placed
on his shoulders to bear, and guilt, crippling inside his chest.
‘ had i known of all this.. misery—– i might
have had the chance to do things right.
