vulnerose-blog:   ""Humanity does this to us.""

      NOT HUMANITY, but all that got lost with it.

clouds were gathered at once blue skies, covering the heights
as a reminder to what and where he’s now denied.      and if it
wasn’t
 for  near all of his kind to experience a similar  fate  it
would have been too easy  
     to believe this being HEAVEN
mocking him for all of his mistakes. but it was also the fatality
of those.        it was his actions’ aftermath that condemned not
only castiel to his downfall,  but also all of which he tried to fix,
 to PROTECT of all this..

                       and, sometimes, good intensions aren’t enough.

BY  NOW  THE  LACK  of  angelic  powers  has  made  itself
apparent. he could feel bones and ribs poke into his flesh, and
a   mattress   of   concrete  ground  make   one   after   another
uncomfortable impression each night.

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   ‘     not humanity, but all that comes with it

O,   HOPELESSLY LOST,      once again, this time with bags
under his eyes and a pit in his stomach, the angel’s wings not
clipped  but 
WHOLLY REMOVED.   and a new weight placed
on his shoulders to bear, and guilt,
  crippling inside his chest.

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    ‘     had i known of all this.. misery—– i might
 have had the chance to do things right.